Yooooooo Gabba Gabba!

Several months ago I sat in the pediatrician’s office holding a screaming, thrashing toddler on my lap as I tried to administer a nebulizer treatment. It was painful. She kicked and punched, and she screamed very loud. So loudly that eventually our pediatrician poked her head in to check out the commotion. My face flushed to an abnormal shade of pink.

Our pediatrician suggested I find a television show that Azita loved and only let her watch it during her daily nebulizer treatments. This is how Yo Gabba Gabba entered our lives. Azita loves this show. And in the interest of being open and truthful, Roger and I also love it. I’m not ashamed of it either. DJ Lance Rock is awesome and I challenge anyone to watch Brobee sing and dance and not think he’s freakin’ adorable.

So imagine my excitement when I heard that Yo Gabba Gabba Live was coming to town. I was really excited. So excited I yelled “Yooooooooo Gabba Gabba” and the rest of the people in my office gave me a look that made me fear they were calling the guys in the white coats.

I bought tickets the minute they went on sale, and we waited and waited for what would surely be the most exciting day thus far of Azita’s short life.

And the day finally arrived.

Free Bird!

Azita was stoked.

Waiting with bated breath

We all waited with bated breath. Literally. Look at Roger. I’m pretty sure he’s no longer breathing at this point.

And then the curtains opened, and DJ Lance Rock’s boom box appeared on a giant screen. Azita’s interest was piqued.

Hark! I see a boom box.

Then the Yo Gabba Gabba gang joined DJ Lance Rock on stage.

The show begins

And Azita, well, she got scared. She clutched our arms, furrowed her brow and tried her hardest to suppress a whimper.

The onset of anxiety

That is, she was scared until the dancing finally commenced.

Enter song and dance

She started to warm up to the festivities. But then they dropped balloons from the ceiling.

Balloons!

And things really started looking up.

Things are turning around

There was much singing and dancing and shouting and laughing. A good time was had by all.

Yo Gabba Gabba is #1

At the end of the night, we all agreed. Yo Gabba Gabba is #1.

And we couldn’t have asked for a more magical time.

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zahra, August 31st 2010 | Tags: ,
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Pondering the Narrow and Degraded Soul

“I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him.” -Booker T. Washington

Lately life has conspired against me, or more specifically, my knowledge of current events. I always taken a little pride in my ability to keep up to date on the goings on of the world around us, but like anyone else there are times when school, work, family all get in the way. And then I do “pick up a newspaper” (by which I clearly mean, head over to my favorite news aggregators), and I wish I could remain ignorant.

Last week was one of those times.

Michael Enright was a good guy. On paper. He was an honors student at a good college. He came from a “good family.” He volunteered in Afghanistan. He cared about the world around him. No one would look at a profile of Michael Enright and think “This guy is a bad person.” Meddling mothers might even drool over him for their daughters.

Today, Michael Enright appeared in court. Not for too many traffic tickets or running a red light or any other petty crime so many of us have committed. He will appear in court for stabbing a Muslim cab driver simply because he was Muslim.

I would say it boggles my mind, but it really doesn’t. Rather, it reminds me of my early years in elementary school. The year was 1980. I was in the second grade. I was hairy and swarthy and pronounced words weirdly. I brought kuku sabzi or goosht-e-kubideh sandwiches for lunch. And halfway across the world some Iranians, just like me but not at all like me, captured and held hostage 52 Americans.
A year after that  I sat at my school desk one morning and felt a pair of small, 7-year-old hands, not so very different from mine, close around my neck. And the words “I hate you. I am going to kill all Eye-ranians” were uttered softly, but vehemently, in my ear.

That event marked the beginning of a difficult time, not just for me, but for any Iranian who lived and loved this country. It was difficult not just because I had nothing to do with, and in fact did not approve of, the taking of any hostages. But it was especially difficult, because I didn’t even understand the politics or the specifics of what was going on. All I knew was that my parents seemed worried and the news seemed scary. And I was scared for my people, and now I also had to be scared for myself.

That event haunts me to this day, mostly because the boy who took this action against me was a child, the same age as me from the same neighborhood. And yet he was filled with hatred, something I had never felt and didn’t know existed. Over 30 years later, I still cannot understand that kind of hatred.

Yes, I can understand hatred toward an individual person although I hope to never feel that, and I try my hardest to make sure I temper such feelings. An individual person, after all, can be responsible for irreparably harming another person in some way, whether physically or emotionally, and that is bound to stir up anger and in some cases even hatred. But there really is no such thing as an entire people being responsible for anything. An entire race of people cannot perpetrate an action. It is individuals who hurt others, so why do people hate those who are superficially the same?

Sometimes I think people are filled with hate and it needs to find a way out. Maybe it’s something humans are born with deep inside them, and it lies silently waiting for the right trigger. It makes me scared that perhaps I, too, am capable of such a thing. But mostly it makes me sad. We all have so much love to give to the world. I know this when I look at my daughter’s sleeping face, so peaceful, so naive. I know she is incapable of hatred. If I think about it too much when I am awake with churning thoughts in the middle of the night, I am overcome with fear for the things she will have to see and experience. I fear for the day she learns that the world isn’t only sunshine and happiness.

As with many issues in life I have no solutions, and I cannot shield her from it all. I can only make sure she has enough love in her life to make small and inconsequential all the hatred in this otherwise beautiful world.

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zahra, August 30th 2010 | Tags: , , , ,
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Things I Love When Life’s Got Me Down

Things are kind of hard lately. Our status has definitely changed from raining to pouring in our household. When things get rough, as Maria Von Trapp taught me, it’s always nice to think of your favorite things. So, here are a few of my favorite things.

Edy's Fruit Bars, Creamy Coconut flavor

Edy’s Whole Fruit Coconut Bar

These are seriously the best thing you’ve ever tasted. The Edy’s Whole Fruit bars come in lots of flavors, but none of them can top the coconut flavor. It’s creamy, but refreshing. Satisfying, but not too rich. It satisfies your craving for something decadent without significant calories to show for it. On 100 degree days like we’ve been having lately, I can’t think of anything else I’d rather have. I’ve been known to eat two of these in place of a “real” meal. I just can’t help myself. And if I wouldn’t feel just a bit of self-loathing, I’d probably eat three in one sitting.
Tarte Lip Stain (image copyright owned by Tarte Cosmetics)

Tarte Lip Stain (image copyright owned by Tarte Cosmetics)

Tarte Lipsurgence Natural Lip Stain

This year, for the Persian New Year, my sister bought me makeup. We both share an obsession with makeup, specifically skincare lotions and lipsticks, lip stains, lip glosses, basically anything that adds a little color and/or shine to our lips. We buy each other lots of makeup and about 10% of our conversations, which last for several hours a week, center around makeup. My obsessions usually flit between lip products, but this lip stain has quite possibly won my heart. I have used nothing but, in either moody (a deep berry red) or lust (a bright cherry red), for the past 4 months. The best part is that they hydrate my lips like nothing else. I even briefly considered tossing all other lip products out of my makeup bag. But, don’t worry. No lipstick was harmed. I said I was obsessed, not crazy.
True Blood

I need not say much about this, since I’ve already devoted about a gazillion blog posts, tweets, and facebook comments to this show. But it’s back on, and I’m just as enthralled.
Iced Coffee

My husband makes the best iced coffee in the world. It’s way better than Starbucks and Caribou. It’s way better than any iced coffee I’ve tasted. Seriously. If you ever stop by, I’ll coerce him to make you a glass if you so desire.

That brings me to the other thing I love. The best thing.

Azita and Roger

Azita and Roger

I always save the best for last.

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zahra, July 12th 2010 | Tags: , , , ,
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Remember Me?

Remember high school? Do you remember the people in your class?

I’m not old. High school was only 19 years ago, and I’m saying that with a straight face, because I really do think that 19 years is not that long in the scheme of things. I also pride myself on having a a pretty fantastic memory. But seriously. Who the heck are these people Classmates.com keeps thinking I should remember?

I receive two or three emails a day with a subject line that goes something like this: “Remember Xavier McGillicuddy? Share your memories.” Xavier McGillicuddy? No. Actually, I don’t remember Xavier, nor do I have any memories to share about him.

I’m not saying I don’t remember anyone from high school. I remember a few people, and I’ve even friended some of them on Facebook. The thing is that I can’t put a face to most names from my high school class. It says nothing about the person these people are. I’m sure most of those people are pretty okay, and some of them are maybe even super fantastic.

I’m pretty sure that there are also probably a few hundred people out there who are getting emails that say “Remember Zahra Safavian? Share your memories about Zahra with your classmates.” And all of those people are thinking, “Who the heck is Zahra Safavian?”

So when someone I can’t remember sends me and the rest of my former classmates an email letting us know that our 20th high school reunion is nigh, is it any wonder that I think I’ll pass? And also, who the heck is this Debbie woman who’s planning it all? She must not have been on the Math Team. Not that I remember any of my teammates either.

All this is to say to all of you high school students out there that when your parents say “None of this will matter in 20 years.” Trust them. They know what they’re talking about.

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zahra, June 30th 2010 | Tags: , , ,
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Mama Shoe, Meet Baby Shoe

A couple months ago while frolicking with Azita and Roger and family and friends and family friends in my cousin Maryam’s backyard, one of the girls we were kicking a ball around with runs up and puts her foot next to mine. “Hey, we’re wearing the same shoes.” And wouldn’t you know it? She was right. I was wearing the same shoes as a ten year old. “Great,” I thought. “I’m going to be one of those old ladies who’s wearing the same thing as a girl 30 years her junior, and everyone will think I’m afraid of aging, that I have a Peter Pan complex or something.”

I’m so not afraid of aging, you see. I will tell anyone my age. Go ahead. Ask me. I’m serious. I will tell you that I’m turning 37 this year, and I don’t care. In fact, I kind of like it, because it’s another year I’m putting between my current stage in life and the misery that is 13. The more distance from the teen years, the better.

Some shoes are just classics. Anyone can pull them off. Classic Converse are just that type of shoe. I have no qualms about wearing basically the same shoe as my little toddler.

Should I still be blogging when I’m 80, maybe I’ll post a pic of Azita’s and my Chucks next to her daughter or son’s. They are just that timeless. I’m sure they’ll still be around and be just as cool, no matter how old you are.

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zahra, May 10th 2010 | Tags: , , ,
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Should I Stay or Should I Go

I’m usually not a procrastinator, but when it comes to shelling out for a somewhat big purchase I tend to put things off like a champ. So it ended up that when I finally got around to registering for BlogHer ’10 they were all sold out, and I ended up on the wait list. Truthfully, I didn’t just procrastinate because I’m so much more money conscious now that we’re parents. I put things off because I was a bit nervous about the prospect of attending this conference. And I signed up for the wait list, because I honestly didn’t think I’d ever get a spot. This way I could say I tried, but “oh well.”

Now I should preface this by saying that I am not generally nervous about conferences. In my career I have had to attend many a conference and stand up and present in front of audiences both large and small. Nary a droplet of sweat drips from my armpit when it comes to networking or public speaking or anything else one might be called upon to do at a conference. In fact you might say I thrive on these kind of interactions.

So why am I so nervous about BlogHer ’10? Why did I, just 10 minutes after receiving the email that I now have a ticket, start wondering if I should even go? Because I’ve worked myself into a frenzy of high school proportions. That’s why.

Anyone who’s read my musings knows that I wasn’t very good at the social aspects of high school. There were the cheerleaders and the jocks and the freaks and the geeks and all manner of cliques, and I didn’t fit in to a single one of them. I’m just not very good at fitting in. I’m no more of an individual than others. I’m just not so good at subsuming the qualities that set me apart from others who are mostly like me. I’m also pretty intimidated by a social group, especially one that consists predominantly of women.

Let’s face it. Women are mean, especially when they’re in groups.

I’ve read the posts written by women preparing for BlogHers past, and they are rife with worries about what they will wear, how they will do their hair and other details of their appearance. I like to look nice and feel good about the way I look just as much as the next person, but I don’t like feeling like I will be judged based on these superficial details. They reflect very little of who I am inside, and it makes me nervous to know that people might be looking at me. I am very much one of those people who flushes an embarrassingly strong shade of crimson when required to walk in front of or by a crowd. And a crowd of women is even more embarrassing, because no one judges women more than other women. And that’s what I’m afraid of.

I want to go to BlogHer to learn how to take my writing to the next level. I like writing. I like taking photographs. I like publishing things digitally. I actually have degrees that combine all of these things, so I obviously have some know how in this area. And I want to learn more and get better and maybe one day spend much more of my time doing all of this. I don’t want to feel like I need to work my way into a clique to do it.

So here I am wondering if I should even go. Wondering if I should give up a learning experience because of the nerve-wracking social aspects that I’m plain ill-equipped to deal with. I’ve never been able to work my way into an in crowd or even an out crowd, and I’m not fooling myself into believing that I’ll be able to do that now. I don’t really have a circle of blog friends, and I’ll admit that sometimes it bothers me a little because don’t we all want to feel like people like us at least some of the time?

But really I don’t care, and you know what? I am going to BlogHer, because it will be a learning experience. And that is something I never turn down. I love to learn, and I think this conference will be a fabulous opportunity for me to learn a lot. So I won’t be elected BlogHer prom queen or even be invited to the dance, but so what? It’s usually all down hill after prom for the queen anyways.

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zahra, May 7th 2010 | Tags: , , ,
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Gustafer Yellowgold

This past Saturday we took Azita to her second show at one of our local music joints, Jammin Java. Both Roger and I tend to like indie music more than popular, overly-produced stuff. This is not to say that we don’t like Coldplay or bands like Wilco that are a lot more popular and produced than when we first fell in like with them. But really, there’s something about a self-produced song that holds a lot more charm than music that’s been claimed by the major music labels.

We’re doing our best to give Azita just such an appreciation for music. This is mostly because I think I may slit my wrists if she ever asks me to take her to a Hannah Montana or Britney Spears concert. I just can’t have it. There’s a little more selfishness to our madness, though. We both love live music, and I hate to leave Azita on a weekend to go off to a show when I already see so little of her.

Jammin Java and many small music venues in the area have presented a solution to our dilemma — children’s shows that adults can love on weekend mornings and afternoons and on weekdays before the 11pm crowd we were once a part of takes over the place. On Saturday, we caught a musical act that more than fits this bill. Gustafer Yellowgold.

This is happy and haunting music. It sticks with you. Two days later, I am still humming these tunes. And kids love it too. Azita literally climbed up on a table and started dancing, and I’m not using the word “literally” in that annoying way that people tend to use it. I really mean “literally.” As in, she was sitting on a table and swaying, kicking her feet, moving her arms and bobbing her head to the music. It was pretty awesome, and it made us laugh so infectiously you could almost see bubbles of laughter floating over the audience making everyone else laugh also.

Not only was the music pretty awesome, but it was accompanied by stop-frame animation. So it was that we learned the story of Gustafer Yellowgold, who comes from the sun and now lives in St. Cloud, Minnesota with his best friend, Slimothy the eel. Over the course of an hour, their lives were sung and illustrated more lyrically and whimsically than anything I’ve ever seen.

Critics have compared this show to the Yellow Submarine, but I think it was far more sublime.

Gustafer Yellowgold. Remember the name, and go buy the CD/DVD set immediately. This is a commandment. You will love it.

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zahra, March 29th 2010 | Tags: , , ,
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Happy New Year!

Tomorrow is the first day of Spring, celebrated by Iranians as the first day of the new year — Nowruz. To celebrate, we create a haft sin (pronounced seen). The haft sin is a table that is decorated with symbols of life, birth, happiness and other good things. Specifically, you must put 7 things that begin with the letter “sin”, which is basically equivalent to an “S” in the English alphabet. If you’re traditional, those 7 things will be an apple (seeb), garlic (seer), ground sumac (somagh), vinegar (sehrkeh), a dried fruit called senjed, a wheat pudding called samanoo, and sprouts (sabzi).

I’m pretty traditional sometimes.

Haft Sin, Noruz

Haft Sin, Nowruz 1389 (2010)

Most people also include some painted eggs, something in the colors of the Iranian flag (red, white and green), a mirror, some flowers (usually hyacinths, but daffodils and tulips work well also), some poetry books, goldfish, and candles. The candles in particular add a nice ambiance when night falls.

Haft Sin at Night, Nowruz 1389 (2010)

Haft Sin at Night, Nowruz 1389 (2010)

If you’re like my family, you’ll also sometimes put a baby on the haft sin.

I have a picture of me at the same age hanging out with the sabzi and garlic. It’s cute. Admit it.

Regardless of how you deck out your haft sin or if you even create one, Happy Nowruz to all. Even if you’re not Iranian, it’s the first day of Spring folks! And that is surely something for everyone to celebrate.

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zahra, March 19th 2010 | Tags: , ,
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A Look at My Tiny Corner of the World

Today is a special kind of post. I’m Blogtrotting, everyone. It is all the rage. You should try it or at least subscribe to this blog and read it every day. So, without further ado, let me tell you a little bit about the fine place I call home –  Arlington, VA.

Arlington is the smallest self-governing county in the U.S. That makes us pretty special, as do a lot of other things. We were also named one of the most walkable areas in the country. Not only are we very walkable, but there are lots of interesting places to walk to, from idyllic wooded trails to shopping districts to quaint neighborhoods to historical treasures. Let me tell you a little bit about all of these places.

The Birds and the Bees and the Buses

One of my favorite things about living in Arlington is that I can get by without a car if I have to. I live on a few different bus lines, and I’m a very short walk from the subway.

Platform at Ballston Metro

Platform at Ballston Metro

And if I want to get away from all the people and traffic, I need only escape to one of the many parks and trails in the area. My family and I happen to live within a few blocks of several trails — the W& OD, Four Mile Run, Custis Trail, Lubber Run and many more. Our little county has miles and miles of trails for walkers, runners and bikers — 36 miles to be exact. That’s a lot of trail for a county that is only 26 square miles in size. Only in Arlington can you walk from bustling metropolis street to isolated trail complete with a babbling brook in 10 minutes flat.

Lubber Run Park, a 5 minute walk from our home

Lubber Run Park, a 5 minute walk from our home

Neighboring Neighborhoods

Arlington is a county crammed with neighborhoods — 67 of them! Many of the neighborhoods have historical significance, many of them are quaint, and all of them are charming. There’s lots to see if you explore these neighborhoods on foot.

If you like to window shop, or actually spend money, there’s lots to see and spend money on in Arlington’s shopping districts, from Clarendon to Ballston to Shirlington.

Market Common shopping district in Clarendon

Market Common shopping district in Clarendon

On the weekends, it’s never hard to find a flea market or farmers market, and when you’re hungry and in need of a little rest, you can take a break at one of the hundreds of restaurants featuring food from every corner of the world — from El Salvador to Ethiopia.

Our local Kabob joint

Our local Kabob joint

Even the President likes to stop by Arlington to grab a bite.

President Obama and Vice President Biden stopping by Ray's Hell Burger

President Obama and Vice President Biden stopping by Ray's Hell Burger

Living in History

Arlington is chock full of historical treasures. We have 30 historic districts and 54 sites in the national registry of historic places. Have I told you already that we’re only 26 square miles big?

Our historical places include sites known across the country, like the Iwo Jima War Memorial and Arlington Cemetery.

Iwo Jima Memorial

Iwo Jima Memorial

But some sites are not as well-known but just as important and amazing, like Nauck, a historically African-American neighborhood in the heart of Arlington. Nauck is built up around the Mt. Zion Baptist Church, formerly known as the Old Bell Church when it was first founded in the District of Columbia, just a few miles down the road. The Church resided in the Freedmans Village, founded in D.C. during the Civil War as a refuge for emancipated slaves. When the village was later disbanded, the church was renamed the Mt. Zion Baptist Church and moved a couple times, ending up in Nauck where it still stands today, reminding everyone who passes by of a history we should never forget.

Mt. Zion Baptist Church in Nauck
Mt. Zion Baptist Church in Nauck

And that’s just the tip of the historical iceberg. We may not be the nations capital, but we used to be part of it, and we’re just as cool and interesting.

I’ll leave you with one final reason why everyone should want to live in Arlington. Last year, CNN Money named Arlington the 2nd best place in the country to be rich and single! I’m neither of those things, but it’s pretty nice for the poor and married, too. And, maybe some of that “rich” will rub off on us.

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zahra, February 3rd 2010 | Tags: , ,
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Writers Who Change the World

When I heard today that J.D. Salinger died, I was saddened like much of the rest of the world.  I remember the first time I read The Catcher in the Rye. I’ll admit that I first read it because I wanted to know — what was the big deal? What kind of novel could inspire so many people to murder others? Those must be some really powerful words, right?

Well, it was a really great book, an interesting book, a book with a main character that an outsider and a loner like myself could identify with in some ways, a book that, at the time it was written, challenged what books were written about and how they were written. I could understand the shock value if I tried to put myself in the shoes of someone who lived “back then.” Those were some pretty strong words. But I certainly didn’t feel like killing anyone. Not the first time I read it, nor the second or third or fourth…I didn’t get it. I still don’t.

There was no doubt though that J.D. Salinger had a way with words. The thing that always struck me about The Catcher in the Rye was that not many authors capture inner dialogue quite so well. There is something different about the way we talk out loud from the tone of the discourse that takes place in our heads. I know, because I talk to myself a lot.

Regardless of why this and Salinger’s other books are special and important, I think the thing that makes him so great is that his writing is not just valuable for academic purposes, but it is important to a lot of people for very different and personal reasons. Maybe that’s the most important quality of a good piece of writing — it can speak to anyone who reads it. It is personal to everyone. In my book (pun intended), that makes J.D. Salinger a writer who changes the world, and I hope he is remembered as such for some time to come.

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zahra, January 28th 2010 | Tags: , , ,
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